it has been so long i didn't blog le. This few days really alot of things happen make heng xin fan
i really can't make a decision xin really dam fan lor....who can give me an ans.... who got jobs to offer i wan to change job if u have tag me pay must be $5.50 and above hehe $6.50 better...
anyway this coming june i am going to put every aside go oversea but before going I need to go for an Oral Surgery.. sian rite....
ok tats all for today...
gd nite...

dd i felt sorry for you i think we need to have a nice chat....but u might hate me=(

I have the feeling to cry but i really don't know wat's the reason....
when ever I close my eye i will get tis kind of feeling..
and my mind will start thinking alot of thing....
it will start thinking of family, study and work....
I am v.worry when ever i think of F-A-M-I-L-Y
I wan to cry it out but i can't whenever I feel like crying
there is always some holding me...
Pls let mi cry out loud ba...
i really can't take it ang more le....
I just wan to be myself as i use to be!!!!!!!

so sian i fall sick le...having fever...
my phone also gana cut...lol
this few days lot happen.... super sian...
need money every things need money...
when can i get rich i no need to get v.rich...
rich in away tat my family will be happy foreva
tat is the rich tat i wan.... just like i used to be...
who can tell mi wat can i do to help my family to go thought
the hard days.... i feel sad whenever i see other family can go out together
on evey weekend....

ok thats all today....
lastly if i never reply ur sms must for give me
hor....cos my phone gana cut..